Tuesday, March 24, 2009

berdebar.....

Minggu ni minggu penentuan... Setelah berusaha keras selama hampir 10 bulan, inilah masanya... Samada aku akan terus maju ke hadapan, atau perlu terus berada di takuk ini.. Apapun keputusannya nanti, aku redha... Pasti ada hikmah di sebaliknya.. Everything happens for a reason. Moga kejayaan milik aku. Ameen.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

penatsssssssssssssssss!

I've been rushing here and there for the whole week! And I AM still rushing! meetings and more meetings! programs and more programs! functions and more functions! but less sleep, less rest, less time for myself! penatssss tahap gaban!
Dulu bawa kerete on highway cuma 110-120 kmh but now 130-150 kmh, boleh? Entah berapa la saman speed trap yg kena bayar nanti! Urrgh, I don't wanna find out! And, my car.. adus kesian AEVryl.... I drive her on smooth and bumpy roads without mercy! Jangan break down lagi ya AEVryl! Need u love!

Ah, baju yang berlambak tak lipat tu... sape nak tolong lipatkan? aaaaarrrggggghhh! Tapi, nasib baik mak helped in doing the laundry! Kalau tidak, confirm pakai tuala je keluar rumah! hahahahahhahaha.... Thanx mak! Love u!

Wait, ada banyak lagi nak cerita, but need to finish my work first! Lady boss wants the paperwork that I'm working on this monday! Baru siap 30% je! Adus...!!!! :p

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

untuk Z

It was Z's birthday 8 days ago. Called him in the morning and sang him the song. He laughed heartily and said that I had just made his day. He felt good and so did I. Later that day we chatted thru gtalk. He wanted to know whether I had bought him his birthday gift! Selamba je kan? Hehe... But, the truth is I did not plan to buy him anything. So, I asked him. 'kena bagi ke?' Then he went on and on about how when he was young he seldom got birthday presents, (huh? ke situ pulak?) and it would mean a lot to him if friends showered him with gifts. He did this (begging for gifts) for 3 consecutive days, boleh? I wonder, why didn't he ask from his girlfriend je? But, being a woman, yang lembut hati pulak (che wah!), I dragged sheeda to JJ to help me finding him the perfect gift.

Day 1 - surveying all the possibilities. I did not have a big budget, I mean, he's not my boyfriend, so tak payah la nak spend banyak sangat kan? hehe.. Gosh, buying things for men is a difficult task! Men don't wear a lot of accessories, so the scope is quite limited. I went back home with zero idea!

Day 2 - after about an hour of surveying, I settled on this table lamp. It was funky and different but certainly not new arrival. I didn't know why I bought it in the first place. Yes, he just moved in to a new house, so the lamp would be perfect.. but... eee... tak best! tak best!

Day 3 - went back to JJ. The table lamp will be a gift to another friend je lah... Stress giler cari hadiah untuk mamat ni. I wanted it to be different - something that he wouldn't think of! Then, sheeda came up with an idea. We went to the household section. I bought him a japenese plate with a matching bowl, a spoon, a pair of chopsticks and a mug. Then I spotted a matching tray which fit everything nicely. I then bought a plastic container that can be used as a drainer as well as to keep the set securely. He lives alone and seldom cooks. He always 'tapau' his food even at the office. Thus, this individual dining set is just perfect to be used and kept in his office! Mission accomplished! I hoped he would like it and most importantly appreciate the time and energy I had spent in finding him his birthday gift.

2 days ago - He came to my hometown. We had brunch together with a good friend of ours. I presented him the gift. Nope, not the set. Not yet. I gave him a copy of exam paper which I set for my students. It was dedicated to him because it got his name in there and an article about the origin of the 'Happy Birthday' song. He laughed and was pleased to see his name printed on the paper.. hehe.. Tak lah hebat sangat tapi, agak sweet la kan? ;D After we had our meal then only I gave him the actual gift. He was sincerely happy. He laughed goodheartedly, blushed deeply and seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenyum memanjang! As he was unwrapping the set one by one, I explained to him why I got him those stuff. And of course I had to let him know how stressful I was in finding him a birthday gift! He was touched la.... And I was glad he liked it.

Hadiah tu sememangnya tak mahal, tak de brand, tak lah sehebat mana... But at least it was different than what he had anticipated (u know stuff like shirt, tie, tie pins etc). And... I put in 100% effort to get him the present. That's the most important thing and I hope he realised that!

Happy Birthday Z!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

topsy turvy

A lot of things happened lately. Good ones, bad ones, nonsensical ones. Here goes..
Good one
My brother remarried after being a divorcee for nearly 3 years. Finally there's someone to really take care of him.
Bad one
The whole family did not approve of his choice due to some reasons. And when we are struggling to accept her wholeheartedly, how to live as one family?
Nonsensical one
I decided to go to sabah and not attending his akad nikah and the bride's kenduri.
Good one
My 'career boost' project is coming to an end. By early April I would know whether I'm moving forward or backward or maybe nowhere. Then only I can take a break and pamper myself in luxury... Can't wait...
Bad one
My rivals are using dirty tricks. Their sinful acts may affect my chances of going to the higher level! Something has to be done!
Nonsensical one
No one dares to report! Aaaaaaarrrrggghhh!
Good one
I managed to get the allocation from the government that my lady boss had been eyeing on. Cash haven't reached our door yet, but the Minister himself had promised me to spare some for us. Wah, macam bagus je bunyinya kan? hehehe...
Bad one
hmmm... too personal to be shared here...
Nonsensical one
Me!
Good one
I'm getting over him! My broken heart is gradually mended! It wasn't love, I'm sure of that! haha...
Bad one
We are still in touch. How could I move on if he still lingers around me?
Nonsensical one
I found my rebound, a sabahan guy! Those trips to sabah proved to be quite rewarding jugak rupanya! huhu...! ;D
Good one
Dato' Dr. Zambry form UMNO-BN is now Perak's new Chief Minister. A young and dynamic profesional who carries the burden of getting back the rakyat's confidence to the new state government.
Bad one
Nizar still believes that he is in power. Siva suspended Zambry and his Excos. They sue each other and become the laughing stock!
Nonsensical one
Perak has TWO Chief Ministers and their fighting over the seat has become more and more ridiculous. And today Nizar and geng had their state assembly under the tree! What can be more nonsensical than that? We have the winner here, folks!!!
It's a mad mad world here in Perak... and my life!